Updates about Me

It's quite some time now since I've last blogged about anything...

1. I got a job for oDesk. I'm still not technically hired 'coz my buyer is still not oDesk verified, but he already has paid me for 17 hours of work last Friday. It's on my paypal account already. Yeah! I think he's a good buyer. Knowledgeable, organized and detailed. I'm quite new to this online job but it's encouraging to know he appreciates the efforts I've done so far.

2. My head is spinning with one of his tasks. Flight & hotel hunting is one of my new tasks. I've never done a research on travelling... specifically looking for the cheapest flights and doing reservations. My only knowledge about this is Cebu Pacific's seat sale. haha.. Talk about pathetic!

3. I'm bald down there. Haha.. Officially. I headed to Lay Bare in San Juan last Thursday and it was one of the days I questioned my choices in life. Haha..

4. Im getting fatter and fatter everyday. Ugh! As if it weren't enough, not only has Marts noticed it yesterday.. but prior to that, when I asked Celo if Mama is sexy.. all he said was "Taba! Taba! Taba!"

5. I'm planning a trip on my birthday with Marts. I'm so excite about it already. I'm actually planning on making it a family trip with Celo too but my officemate Mae said that Celo would just get tired since we would just commute and all. Good point. And so, I'm planning to go somewhere else with Celo when we get back.

6. I've been thinking a lot lately that I want to go to Bora before this year ends. I'm planning of going there by September or October. Most probably after Celo's birthday. Like a post celebration or something.

7. Because of this desire to go to Boracay, I also looked for other alternative places to go to. Saw lots! How I wish I have the time and money... hehehe...

8. I've been contemplating if I would resign from my job. Reason to resign? Well, I really don't know. HAHAHA... Sometimes I want to be promoted. Sometimes I don't. Weird. I have reached 5 years already in my job.. so may makukuha na daw ako retirement. Sabi ni tl wala daw ako increase.. pero.. based dun sa provisions nila ng increase dapat meron ako.. ang labo nga eh... 3 months naman ako pumasa last year.. ang nakalagay sa final list nila 2 buwan lang.. eh para que nakakuha ako ng qpb ng 2 buwan for the 4th quarter.. LABO!

9. Gusto ko manood ng Eraserheads concert pero ewan ko. May pasok ako nung gabi na yun. Kainis lang. Bahala na si Batman!

10. May bagong workshop si Angeli! Nagpareserve na ako.. Reservation payment na lang kulang. Iniisip ko pa kung iGcash ko o ipaypal ko na lang.. I'm torn.... This workshop is for making polymer clay stuff.

The Love of my Life

Because it's the season of love...

Just wanna share this pic.

It was taken last February 7, 2009 @ Pagsanjan, Laguna at one of the most unromantic places one can imagine.. the cemetery!

I'm just happy with this pic because he's the one who iniatiated that we have our pic taken.

Anyway, we'll be hitting 5 years next month. (I'm counting, he isn't. Oh well, anyway...)

He's still the love of my life. The father of my kid. Whatever good or bad that happened between us he'll always be my mahal..

Belated happy valentine's day Martsko...

oDesk

I just read about oDesk a week ago from one of my former colleague's blog in multiply. It's a work-at-home job which looks promising.

I've already created my profile, took some online tests, applied to some jobs but I haven't got any interviews yet. (I started writing this draft last 2/5/09.)

Anyway, I was favorited by 1 buyer. I got an email regarding an interview today... it's actually more of a test post request to gauge my capability of being a blogger.

It's fairly easy actually. I've got a good morning sleep. I slept past 9am and I woke up after 4pm. My mind's in a whirl and I got excited about it.

I'm done writing the test post after an hour. I knew nothing about registry cleaners which is the topic of the what I need to write about. All I know is that registry is something in your computer that needs to be A-ok because the efficiency of your computer relies on it. I often say to my dsl customers that there might be something wrong with the registry of their PC if they get those dll errors. Mind you, I use a Mac that's why I'm not bothered with this registry or this registry cleaner because I don't need one.

Anyway, hopefully I get hired. My mind will work again like I'm in college or something.. heheh...

Adobong Baboy

I'm not a cook...

therefore I don't really cook nor does cooking likes me.

This is one of my waterloos.. cooking.

It maybe one of the reasons why Marts is complaining... I don't cook for him... and the fact that we love eating.

Since we broke up last time, I've realized I need to learn how to cook simple dishes... not just for me, not just for him but for little Celo.

I actually have learned quite a lot for such a novice like me. I always kid around that I could throw a children's party now because I can cook spaghetti, chicken and lumpia now. My kid loves it just as much because he eats them with gusto. Mind you he's a picky eater.

He doesn't eat rice with ulam. He just eats plain rice. He loves fruits like mangoes, apple and banana. I was laughing so hard the last time he ate a banana because he knows how to open it already. Mygahd, my kid is a grown boy already!

Anyway, I know cooking Adobo is easy. Easy for you to say... haha.. because for the longest time I've been trying to cook adobo for Marts and all I get are criticisms. He says it's "kulang sa iga," tastes like pork steak... tsk.. tsk..

Yesterday, we had nothing to eat for lunch in his apartment. I was bugging him what he likes to eat for lunch. I asked if he wants to eat adobo. He said that he cooks better adobo than I do. HA!

He was sleeping when I went to the nearby palengke. I was thinking of what to cook. Porkchop or adobo? I went for the adobo. I actually searched for the recipe online and just tweaked the recipe to what I bought. It says there that I need 1 1/2kilo of pork.. I just bought a half kilo. 1/3cup of vinegar and 3 tbsp of soy sauce. I remember an old friend telling me 1:2 ratio of soy sauce and vinegar. Anyway, when I was cooking.. I simply crushed the garlic using the knife and combined all the ingredients of pork, soy sauce, vinegar and pepper plus the bay leaf. I had it boiling till the "sauce" dried up and I added little water. When I think it was ready, I got another frying pan and put some oil and fried the pork then added the little sauce that's left from the boil. I even used the leftover rice and added the remaining sauce to make adobo rice. I still cooked plain rice because I was thinking that the rice would not be enough.

After cooking, I hurried upstairs and woke him up. I was so excited! I felt that this was my best ever adobo and he would like it. Indeed, he did! I was so happy! Maybe third time's a charm! hahaha... The half kilo of pork was "simot!" From the 2 cups of plain rice I cooked, there was very little that was left of it.

With this kind of reaction from him, it really makes me eager to learn how to cook. Whoopee!

Which reminds me again, I have to complete my requirements for the San Juan Manpower thingie. There are free classes held in our city hall for its residents to help them with their livelihood. I actually want to learn how to cook not really for making it as a business but for making my family eat well..hahhaa...

Now, before I end this blog I would just like to thank this blog... for the wonderful adobo recipe.. if it weren't for your recipe, I wouldn't have cooked it any better.. hahaha...

http://pinoyfoodrecipe.blogspot.com/

2009 New Year's Resolutions

So shempre, bagong taon.. bagong buhay...

I'm listing my 2009 New Year's Resolutions:

1. Be punctual. Come to work at least an hour before shift. Saves me money in the long run. I get to ride the PUJ instead of hailing a cab plus no late deductions and no memos coming from my sup.

2. Be organized. In everything... as in E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! haha.. from my stuff, to Celo's stuff to my emails, phone and all the other chorva. hahaha..

3. Be a camwhore. I have a camera that came from my `rents. I haven't been taking a lot of pictures lately and if I do, I'm too lazy to upload it. Ha! I need to capture those wonderful Celo moments.

4. Learn to cook. I love eating but I hate cooking. But since I'm a mom now, I know that I have to learn to cook or else... Anyway, my brother always reminds me how we all love our Mom's cooking. He says that whatever food I cook, Celo will love it too. Therefore, I need to learn asap. hahaha...

5. Give my online business time. I love selling online. Money earned here is for those extra what-have-yous I want. It's still in the works though.

6. Climb again. I want to go hiking and climbing anything! hahaha.. I miss my college days with the Outdoor Club. I'm not physically fit but hopefully I get to join a group again and relive my love for the mountains.

7. Save for the future. Save for me & Celo's future. I opened Celo a bank account and I'm setting a realistic goal of putting away at least 500 per payday. Ideally, that'll be 1k per month so by the end of the year, I should have at least 12k+ on Celo's savings that I shouldn't touch. Hopefully, I'd be able to do it on my 2nd atm too for myself.

8. Pay off my debts. I wanna be debt free. Brings peace of mind too. haha...

9. Be goal-oriented. I'm really a happy-go-lucky type of person. I don't plan for the future. Obvious ba? I need to set goals for myself and for my kid. Think "The Secret!"

10. Live, laugh and love... That's it. I've just got 1 life to live. I need to smile a lot. Love myself more. Give more.

That's it! 3 more days and it's 2009!

To my mom & dad who are miles away from me.. I love you both so much. I may not express it often, and I may not be that good a daughter always.. but everything you have done for me and Marcelo is very much appreciated. I sincerely thank the Lord that you're my parents and you're always alive and well.

To my dear brother Kuya Chris, we may always quarrel a lot and I may be a pessismist and a brat at times but I thank you dearly, for you have always been there to take care of my precious lil one when I'm away at work. Sacrificing yourself, things that you could have done with your time. I hope that this coming year, you'd find a job suitable for you that you'll learn to love.

To my eldest brother Mike, for the longest time I know we don't understand each other.. I may always seem pissed at you but I know you care about me more than I'll ever know. I'm sorry for my shortcomings and for understanding you. But I hope there will come a time we'll settle our differences and be close like we were when I was still a kid.

To Marteo, I'd always love you and stick by you no matter what. I know you love me like you always do in your own little way. We may not be the ideal couple in a relationship but I like this complicated-what-have-you that we've got. Whatever happens, you'll always be the father of my kid.. and I love you dearly and would never ever regret that we have Celo.

To my wonderful baby Celo. You're big now! For a 2 yr.old kid, you've got a lot going for you! I always thank the Lord that He has given me a wonderful, smart, handsome, independent & healty baby boy. I couldn't ask for anything more.. I love you the most above all else and always remember that no matter what, Mama will always give you all the love and caring that you need. Always. Just stay sweet and rock on!

Thank you Lord for the good life you have given me. For being there whenever I'm down and for giving me challenges so I could learn to pick myself up. I have been neglecting my Christian duties for some time now but I sincerely thank you for everything, for all the blessings and for this wonderful life that you have given me.

To all my friends and foes... basically, to everyone.. thanks for taking the time to read this...hehe..

Happy 2009!

Wala akong karapatan magselos...

pero nagseselos ako.

Hindi naman tayo...

pero parang tayo pero hindi.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko...

tumunganga?  pumunta sa isang tabi, magbulag-bulagan?

Wala akong pwedeng gawin...

dahil wala naman talaga diba?

Ako'y nasasaktan...

ako'y manhid sa katotohanan.

Sana ngayong Pasko may magbago...

ito nga ba ang gusto ko?

Mahal kita...

at forever kitang mamahalin.

Sana lang mahal mo din ako...

tulad ng dati.

Busy

Takte.. nabibwisit ako..

ang dami kong gustong gawin..

at ang daming ginagawa.. kainis!

at sobrang onting oras..

at 1 lang ako.. 2 kamay..

hay buhay..

AT&T White Christmas Party

Grabbed photos from Jeh.. Tinamad ako dalhin yung camera ko eh.. hahaha...

Team Lycans: (clockwise from top) pia, tl len, mae, jake, ako, jeh & thea

tl, jakey, ako, jeh and thea

qsp leen, thea, jeh & me

thea, jeh & me

Me.. ang taba ko! LOL

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Although we don't celebrate this tradition in the Philippines, I love this holiday!

Can you guess why?

Well, if you don't I'll give you a couple of reasons why...

1. Thanksgiving is one of the holidays that Americans celebrate na bongacious talaga. It's like how we celebrate Christmas here but even better. They celebrate it with family and friends, eat Turkey and have lots of festivities lined up. It's actually a long weekend

2. Since it's a holiday, less to no calls for us which equates to less to no work but with pay. Teehee!

3. No vgh today. We used to have this voluntary-go-home aka uwi-ka-na-pero-bawas-sweldo-mo. No vgh today and that's okay with me. I get paid without actually doing anything. hehehe..

4. More time for bonding. Had a meeting earlier. At long last! All because of high avail time.

5. It may be coincidental but it's payday today! yipee!!!

There's so much to be thankful for...

I'm thankful for being alive.

I'm thankful I have a wonderful, smart and healthy son.

I'm thankful my parents are healthy, although far away, I'm more closer to them than before.

I'm thankful I have a roof over my head, even it's not that convenient.. at least I can still sleep soundly.

I'm thankful I have a job.  Yup, even if I rant over and over about how tiring it is.. honestly, I still love it! 

I'm thankful I have friends.  Loving friends.  Trustworthy friends.

I'm thankful I have a good brother.. who even with my shortcomings, loves my son very much.

I'm thankful I still have you.  You're still there.  

Bwisit!

I'm never been this pissed off with a relative.

Well, other than with my brothers who I often quarrel with every so often.

This one takes the bait...

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Ayaw ko sa taong pakialamera. Dahil hindi naman ako mahilig makialam sa buhay ng buhay.
Sinasabi mong nagmamalasakit ka lang sa nanay ko. Sobra naman ata yung pamamalasakit mo. Wala namang masama dun. Pero kung araw-araw o oras-oras na makikita mo ako eh yun ang binabanggit mo o tinatanong mo, nakakairita.

Alam ko malaki ang utang na loob ko sayo. Tinulungan mo ako noong panahong nangangailangan ako ng tulong. Pero nakakapagtaka naman talaga kase yung malasakit mo sa SSS pension ng nanay ko.

Atat na atat kang maasikaso yun. Ang nanay ko nga hindi ako kinukulit eh. Ipapaalala ko lang...PERA niya yun ha! At ang pagkakaalam ko kase gagastusin yun sa pagpapaayos ng bahay o pangdown kung kukuha ng condo.

Hindi naman kame nagmamadaling kunin yung pera. Dahil once nagmadali kame, pag nakuha na yun baka magastos kagad... eh may pinaglalaanan nga diba?

Oonga, wala ka kamo interes dun at nagmamagandang loob ka lang para sa amin. Sinasabi mong nagpapakahirap nanay ko sa Tate para sa amin. Naiinis ka at kung anu-ano ang pinapadala ng magulang ko para sa amin. Kinakargo pa kame. Nagkakasakit daw ang nanay ko dahil sa amin.

Nanay ko yun. Magulang ko. Kung ano man ang gusto niyang ibigay sa aming mga anak niya, wala ka na dun. Pera niya yun eh. Kung may ibigay siya, wala kang magagawa. Kung gusto niya kame i-spoil, wala kang pakialam. Kung pano niya kame palakihin, wala ka na rin dun.

Ngayon ang SSS ng nanay ko pera niya yun. Kung mayroong mga makikinabang dun, kame yun. Pamilya namin. Kung kame nga na makikinabang dun eh hindi nagmamadali kunin yun, ano bang nasa tumbong mo at kating-kati ka malakad yun?

Balak namin na kunin ito as lump sum. Gagamitin siya pandagdag sa pagpapagawa ng bahay o pagbili ng condo. Ako ay magloloan sa Pag-ibig para dito. Ang lahat ng ito ay balak namin ayusin sa susunod na taon.

Nagsumbong ako sa nanay ko. Di ko alam kung tama pero sinabi ko na rin.

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I'm quite calm now... I just arrived home but I'll be leaving again. Will be going back to Ate Anne's place. Celo is there with his dad.

13th Month Pay

Shiyeeeet...

So near... yet so far...

ang dami ko ng gustong bilhin. ang dami ng nakapila.. hanggang ngayon wala ka pa rin...

hahaha...

may bago na naman akong gustong gawin at bilhin...

magupgrade ng memory at HD sa macbook ko...

at shempre palitan ang lintsak na keyboard ko... huhuhu mukhang gusgusin na si lappie eh!

checking some stuff in Philmug... & most probably buy the keyboard replacement in Ebay..

Sana December na.. hehehe..

change template

For the nth time..

madali ata ako magsawa sa background template..

hehe..

anyway, another suckmylolly design.. thanks!

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I Want

This officially in:

I'm lemming for a Nintendo DS Lite.



'Tis one of the gadgets I so want to have right now. Thinking about it, makes me forgot the Nokia e61 I've been lusting over 2 weeks ago. Hehe..

Why the DS Lite you ask? Why not the PSP, ipod or the iphone?

I admit I'm not into those RPG games. I'm more into the "cutie-cutie games" I call it. hehe.. I'm not into music either, so having an ipod or an iphone really doesn't make my mouth drool.

But this one bites the dust.

This is actually of the current fads here in the office. Colleagues left and right who's into gaming and are always in the pantry playing hold this as much as possible. Lunch time, breaks and even pre or post shift, people are holding PSP to pass the time, entertain themselves or really just addicted to it playing.

As of now, still not addict. HA! It's still out of reach. Wait till I get my hands on my 13th month pay and I'd be off to Greenhills to canvass and shop till I drop for this device I oh-so-want as of the moment.

I was able to read some threads in Girltalk (my ever-fave forum) about this new toy I'm lemming for. Reading about it, I'm sold on the DS Lite already..

I can't wait to get my 13th month pay! 1 month more to go and I'll be off to Greenhills shopping.. haha.. My christmas present to myself. LOL. Donchawori, will share it with Celo.

Only problem there is my brother's violent reactions about the color I want to get. I said I want the pink one. His violent reaction: "Celo might not want to play with it coz of the girly color." Hello?!? He's just 2! hahaha.. Is it really my son or my bro who'd be conscious about playing a pink DS Lite? hahaha..

Can You?

it was just a glimpse of what life could be
it's not me who would decide of it
but you..

can you?

that's what we don't know.
if maybe you're brave enough..
you would..

but can you?

leave the ego behind
leave the bachelor behind
love me and let me

can you?

Christmas Wish List

It's October already...

and I would like to list down as early as now the things I want..

so, come and sing with me...

"All I want for Christmas is..."

actually are ata to.. hahahah... list kase eh! at nde 2 front teeth no.. okay pa naman mga ngipin ko..

pero heto sila...

1. Nokia E51 - sira na yung v3x ko. :( eh wala akong extra phone. this is the cheapest phone with wlan function. nalaman ko lang to sa kachat ko. sabi niya meron daw siya bago and 50% off daw niya binebenta. perks of the job kaya meron siya nito. eh wala pa akong ganong pera as of now eh. ang layo layo pa ng ng 13th month pay! huhuhu... mabait naman ako sir eh.. pwede bang ikaw na lang Santa ko? Gud gel naman po ako.. please? please? pretty please?!?
2. Brush Tool Belt - tagal ko ng gusto ko magkaron nito. kungsabagay as of the moment, mejo busy ako sa work.. hindi ko magawa tong racket na to na gustung-gusto ko.. huhuhu.. pero kahit na gusto ko pa rin magkaron para pag kelangan ko na.. ready na.. malapit na Christmas eh. so malamang pwede na akong rumaket ulit.. hahaha.. party-party.. lol..
3. Pillows - soft, fluffy, white pillows.. pwede madami? hahaha.. wala kameng unan ng anak ko eh! lol..
4. Tiffany Necklace - nag-iinarte lang ako.. matagal ko na tong gusto. kahit yung kaparehas lang pero mas okay kung yung original. hahaha...
5. Adidas Lasalle Jacket - preferable white. 3 na kase yung green kong jacket. over na over na ako sa green kung bibili pa ng isa diba? hehe.. gusto ko yung may hood.
   
6. DIY mineral make-up kit - matagal ko ng gusto matuto nito at gumawa. wala kase dito nabibili sa US lang. pwede na yung sa Ocean Mist.. pero kung mas may budget.. preferred ko ung sa TKB. feeling ko mas kumpleto.. everything-you-need eh!
7. Pasta Machine - I-oh-so-want to learn how to make accessories and whatever knick-knacks with polymer clay. My bro has a pasta machine.. but of course, that's for his pasta. I want one of my own for my clay stuff if ever I would pursue this endeavor
8. Polymer Clay - people say that Premo is a good brand. I haven't touched any polymer clay yet so whatever polymer clay you want to give me is fine with me!
9. Yaya - sana magkaron na ako ng all-around-yaya na mabait, maalaga, at mapagkakatiwalaan. this is to keep me sane on some trying times that my son is being tough or hard to handle. I love my kid. But I still need the extra help. Hindi ko pa nakukuha yung superpowers ng nanay ko na kaya gawin ang lahat eh!

thank you!

uhmm.. meron ako dapat iboblog dito nung weekend. kaso hindi ko nasave yung mga pinagsusulat ko.

sayang!

pero ok lang. matatawa ka lang kase sa lukso ng aking damdamin. haha.

oh well, hindi ko na ulit nasubukan ulitin kung ano man yung dapat kong isulat, dahil tinamad ako.

nasira kase ang telepono.

hahaha..

pero etong blog kong ito ay para sayo.

ako'y iyong pinangiti.. :)

ng di mo lang alam.

ng dahil sayo, nalaman ko na espesyal pa rin pala ako. or pwede pa rin akong maging espesyal sa mata ng iba.

na may humahanga pa rin pala saken.

na pwede pa rin pala na may magkagusto saken.

kahit ako'y..

isang dalagang ina.

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natuwa ako nung nagkita tayo. kase ang tagal-tagal nung tayo ay huling nagkita. hayskul pa yun no! at natatawa ako sa mga kwentuhan natin kase nga ang nerdy-nerdy mo pa nun eh.

hmm.. di ko alam kung gradeskul o hayskul un pero, dati nagkakausap tayo sa telepono dahil nga sa aking kaibigan.

heniwei...

maraming salamat at ikaw ay aking kaibigan.
ako'y iyong pinangiti.
abot hanggang tenga.
peksman.
salamat sa pag-intindi sa nararamdaman ko.

mahirap man aminin pero eto kase yung totoo eh..

marts pa rin.

"Kung dalawa ang mahal mo,
mas piliin mo yung pangalawa
kase hindi ka naman maghahanap ng iba
kung mahal mo talaga ang una."

siguro may katotohanan itong mga katagang ito.

pero nalulungkot ako. nakakalungkot kase ang kanyang ibig sabihin.

para sa isang taksil na kagaya ko..(oo, naging taksil ako minsan sa buhay ko.. hindi ko siya pinagmamalaki pero hindi ko na siya mapagkakaila)

minsan sa buhay natin dumadating ang pagsubok. ang pagsubok na nagmamahal ka pero ang taong mahal mo ayaw sayo.

dumadating din ang pagkakataon na kayo pa pero may dumadating na iba. hindi mo maiwan ang isa dahil mahal mo naman siya pero ayaw mo na manggaling sayo na ayaw mo na. at sa isa, hindi mo rin naman mahindian. dahil nga gusto mo siya. pwedeng nahulog na ang loob mo, nainlababo ka na.

pero dumadating din ang oras na kayo pa (pwedeng hindi na rin kayo) tapos nagsisimula ka na sa panibago at eto ang punto na babalik na sayo ang mahal mo.

masakit. sa isip. sa puso. sa ulo. pati siguro sa puson.

sino ang pipiliin mo?

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meron akong malapit na kaibigan na ganito ang kanyang sitwasyon. ayaw naman niya manggago. pero siguro ang sarili niya ang kanyang ginagago.

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sabi ko nga kanina, minsan sa buhay ko ako'y naging taksil.

minsan pag inisip mo akala mo maganda ang pakiramdam ng taong nagtataksil. hindi kaya.

baket kamo?

magulo ang utak ng isang taksil. hindi siya makapagdesisyon kung sino ba talaga ang pipiliin niya sa mga pagpipilian.

pero nakakaramdam din siya ng saya. aba, shempre, pagkaguluhan ka ba naman diba. pag-awayan ng iba. parang ang haba-haba ng buhok mo abot hanggang sa kahabaan ng edsa.

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ako'y nagtaksil. pero ako'y pinagtaksilan din.

naramdaman ko ang sakit at pagdurugo ng aking puso 10x over ng naramdaman ko nung ako'y nangaliwa.

hindi naman masaya ang magkaron ng iba bukod sa mahal mo eh.

pero nung ako naman ang napindeho. ang sakit. nagdugo. namanhid. ang aking puso.

ang tawag diyan ng iba karma.

nasaktan ako nung nalaman ko. kaya nung umamin sakin, masakit pero hindi na masyado.

pero sino niloko ko?


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andito ako sa punto ng buhay ko na ako'y nagtatanong sa sarili ko kung gusto ko pa ba magmahal muli?

kaya ko pa ba higitan ang pagmamahal at pagmumukhang tanga na ginawa ko dati?

meron pa kayang magpapangiti sa akin at hindi ako paluluhain?

meron pa kayang tatanggapin ako kung sino ako?

o ako'y makuntento na lang kaya dito sa isang sulok.

maghintay.

mag-abang.

at baka sakali may magparamdam.

may bumalik.

at ako'y mahalin muli.

G: I like you.
B: I can't. I have a girl.
G: So what? That's fine by me. This is not the like-love thingie.
B: But I really can't. I've been honest with you from the start, remember? I didn't lie to you whatsoever.
G: I know and I understand. And as I've said, it's fine by me.
B: I'm sorry if it seems that I'm rude sometimes.. I just don't want to send mixed signals coz again as I've said.. I have a girl.

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Ang gulo niyo!

Minsan hindi ko alam kung kanino ako maiinis.

Pero siguro matatanda na sila. Alam na nila pinaggagawa nila.

Google.. my love

hahaha...

eto lang ang masasabi ko...



best of friends kame nito.. never lets me down.. imagine that!

hmm... i likey

I've been trying to look for the perfect blog skin.. well... until now I still haven't found the "one".. hehehe...

Eh pano ba naman.. green ang favorite kong color.. parang wala akong type sa mga green na nakikita ko.  Ung iba naman either over or kulang sa design.  Well, I'll settle for my next favorite color on the list.. pink! fink! basta yun!

Special thanks to Sharnee for this wonderful pinkish template.   For more free wonderful, ooh-lala templates.. go to suckmylolly.com.. yep, you read it right...SUCK MY LOLLY! hehehe...